2014年8月24日 星期日

親愛的趙小弟LINUS


2014/8/23  趙小弟十四歲,去當小狗狗天使了。

 LINUS是我第一隻認識的拉不拉多犬。非常善良愛吃愛散步愛媽媽。他認識我家第壹隻狗狗便便,也認識豆豆。 脾氣很好,好到西施犬在他身上騎他也不生氣。

算算這張照片拍攝的時間,他七歲,力氣還很大,還年輕。週末早上會在附近一起散步吃早餐。看著照片還會想到他毛皮的觸感,他的狗味。

LINUS選了媽媽去加班的時候,在家裡離開這個世界。很貼心的孩子。

我常常覺得狗狗的眼神清澈,裡頭有小小的天堂(天堂裡頭有很多肉肉還有骨頭)



早上聽到他的死訊很傷心。打開SPOTIFY點歌,原本想點BILLY JOE 的SAY GOODBYE TO HOLLYWOOD

卻出現一個小小的神蹟,我覺得是上帝給的安慰與陪伴。

按下去跑出來的卻是這首LULLABYE( GOODNIGHT,MY ANGEL)



大頭趙跟我有特殊的緣份,他離世的第二天就是我生日,三百六十五天,你怎麼選了一個讓我忘也忘不了的日子,親愛的LINUS。

生命河流裏遇見的生命,一起度過的時光,謝謝你。



Goodnight, my angel
Time to close your eyes
And save these questions for another day
I think I know what you've been asking me
I think you know what I've been trying to say
I promised I would never leave you
And you should always know
Wherever you may go
No matter where you are
I never will be far away

Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to sleep
And still so many things I want to say
Remember all the songs you sang for me
When we went sailing on an emerald bay
And like a boat out on the ocean

I'm rocking you to sleep
The water's dark and deep
Inside this ancient heart
You'll always be a part of me

Lu-lu-lu-lu-lu-lu 
lu-lu-lu-lu-lu-lu-lu-lu-lu

Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to dream
And dream how wonderful your life will be
Someday your child may cry
And if you sing this lullabye
Then in your heart
There will always be a part of me

Someday we'll all be gone
But lullabyes go on and on...
They never die
That's how you
And I
Will be


(2004, 手機裡頭的LINUS照片,那時候你才四歲啊,好壯好可愛)

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